blue is the new black... err white?

switched my laces in my converses to sparkly blue ones. i figured i could save the white ones for dressier occasions. yes, i am that classy.
it has been a crappy two weeks for me. some things i will be able to tell you about, others for various reasons (whether it's illegal activities, or about certain people, because who knows who is stalking me these days) i cannot.
i can tell you that you are reading the blog of the biggest clutz in the world. i will give you an example:
last tuesday i was in my physics class, it was almost time to leave. the teacher was switching topics, so the class room was really quiet.
before you understand what a mess i made, you must understand one thing about me. i am completely disorganized. i can't help it. i have tried everything, but still i lose very important things all of the time. in an attempt to at least keep my homework from getting lost i decided to keep all of my papers for all of my classes in one binder. It is a 2" binder with dividers. I had been punching holes in all of the papers and putting them behind the correct tabs, for about a week after classes started, but then i decided to put them all in the pockets of the binder. if you have ever done this you know THOSE POCKETS DON'T HOLD ANYTHING. whatever.
it was during this quiet three second period that i dropped my binder and papers went everywhere. the teacher announced loudly that GRAVITY IS STILL WORKING IN THE BACK OF THE CLASS. sweet, so everyone turned to look at me. my face turned bright red, and in an effort the hide my embarrassment, i closed my eyes and bent down to pick up all of my papers. forgetting that i was in a lecture hall, and that the row in front of me was lower, i slammed my head on the chair in front of me while trying to pick up all of the crap i had dropped. in fact, i hit my head so hard, the girl behind me actually asked if i was ok. of course i am not ok, i just attracted more attention to myself. a lot of people laughed, including me. the teacher passes out papers a few minutes later, and asked if i could handle passing some down my row without dropping them. he told me not to feel bad, that someone in his morning class dropped something and almost gave him a heart attack. i replied "i bet they didn't hit their head while picking it up." and everyone that had been trying to hold in their laughter let it out.
a few other things had happened that week, but like i said, i cannot discuss those.
wednesday night i had had my fill of crap. i texted my new bff (and by bff i mean someone i see about once a week that i think is SO COOL but i don't really know that much about him, except that he's kinda dorky and in my head that is SO COOL.) and we went out for a drink so that i could calm down about that day's events. i was so thrilled he was able to go, even though we had to listen to mostly terrible karaoke. the rest of the week was more crap.
saturday i went out with K&E to take some pictures. it was a wonderful time filled with wisecracking and remember when stories. it reminded me of why i started taking pictures in the first place.
sunday was a bad day. i went to the nursing home to visit my gg (great grandma helen) with my mom and my aunt. we ended up calling my gram (her daughter) to the nursing home because we were worried about how sick she was. gg went to the hospital that night. tuesday i left physics and felt like i needed to come home, mostly because adrienne wasn't answering her phone, and that makes me nervous. i got home and she was sleeping, so i thought i'd hang around for a while. about an hour later my mom called and said she heard gg wasn't doing so well, and we should probably go see her, so we all hopped in adrienne's tiny car and headed to the hospital in BFE. gg was awake when we got there, so we got to talk to her for a few minutes. she didn't have a good night that night, so the next day K called and asked if i would go out there with her, so she came to pick me up with R and we all headed back out there. gg was asleep when we got there so i left them in the room with her. R came and got me later and asked if i wanted to sit with them while gg slept. we stayed until visiting hours were over. thursday was her last day.
last night, i had no where to be and i had the apartment to myself so i played rock band and batman arkham asylum for a few hours, then brought some laundry over to my mom's.
tonight is my new bff's cd release party so i will be attending that.
maybe tomorrow i'll get some sushi. and some sleep.